Friday 29 May 2020

Urgent heads up from Alex

Due to ill health I have now cut my readings right back. I may only read one or two people a week and this intention is to walk away from readings very soon for two reasons. First is  Ill health and the other reason is I have had enough of very selfish people, that demand and demand of me. They want readings or Mediumship right away, and demonstrate quite loudly their arrogance and lack of respect for me. 

The lack of  people wanting to learn anything of true spiritual value over many years is staggering. They have no interest in saving their spirit/soul.  But Christ on a bike, the amount of them that are into curses and spells is shocking. There is no such thing as good magic for a start and only the lowest of the low stoop to curses and spells. The spiritually unclean of the earth, that are to be shunned by any decent human beings. 

I have had enough of the gimme gimme attitude. They try to get me to tell them what they want to hear. Such as can I have someone's spouse ( ruining a family for your depraved gratification). Wanting me to say it is ok to be a life wrecker. The vile audacity of these women.  

Ringing me at all hours of the night whining  about what they want and disturb my night's sleep, to tell them what they want to hear. Yes, this is from all over the world. They don't give a flying fig what time it is where I am, often it is a 12 to 14 hour time difference. 

I have spent years talking to people face to face, to try to educate them. But hey these women are not interested in education. It is wasted on them. All they want is what they " want"  in their spiritually unevolved and ignorant lives of mass and matter. No better than animals. I have love and respect for animals mind you and choose them over humanity.

Some individuals that I encounter only  want to know will they be rich, will they get the man they want, but never wanting to know anything of moral or spiritual substance.  They act like  psychic groupies on facebook to look cool, look at how many psychics' I follow. 

I offer people a hand out information booklet to read at home with informative websites, spiritual protection etc, and they never read them. How do I know? Well I am a Clairvoyant for a start Duh! Then during later conversations, I ask them something and they say oh, I lost that handout. I don't know what I did with it etc. It costs me money and time to print these off to give to every client that walks in my home over the many years, that I have been reading for clients. All such a waste in the end. One other kicker is when the person is needing the spiritual protection information that is in the handout. Now that's respect....NOT!

There are the witchy poo types that bring entities into my home and psychically attack me. Why?
I haven’t done them any harm, most of them have never met me before, so go figure. The very few that have, do so because I may tell the truth and they don’t like that. Why come to me with evil intentions? Because of this type of women, I stopped doing face to face readings as this affected my family too by the way.

Well this is the end of the road.  This week has been the icing on the cake. I am just over it and will not put my health in jeopardy any longer. What annoys me is, I tell people that I have painful and  chronic health problems as does my husband, but they just dismiss that and say, so when can you read for me? REALLY!!  Then the individuals that only half listen because , it's all about them darling! When I say something and it doesn't ring a bell, 5 minutes later they say something and I say I just told you that.

So yeah, I am bloody over it and it is a shame, because there are people that have gone through absolute tragedies in their lives, that these other selfish individuals would never even stop to think about, because they are so self absorbed. Such Individuals say they need a reading asap but don’t turn up. That appointment could have gone to a genuine person needing help, and it was happening often until I said deposit up front. 

I often have clients that their suffering is just so heart-breaking and trying to find an honest person to read for them or communicate with their loved ones in spirit will now miss out. 

Only this week had I had such a person and my heart ached for her. But now It is the end of the road. I just do not want to put myself out there to be used and abused. Most of these people don't even bother to give me feedback, when I ask if they would be kind enough to leave some feedback. But lo and behold suck up to wanna be psychics gushing their feedback out to them on Facebook. OK, go to them and stay the hell away from me.

I don't care if you can't find someone to replace me. You have used me enough over the years.  Yeah I too have been through a hell of a lot of suffering, loss, have a husband with serious health problems and I just have to deal with it, but hey its all about them. Gimme gimme gimme!

You know you have the real deal when I pick up the phone and describe you and can tell you things that I have no way of knowing and suddenly tell you messages from a deceased loved one.

I make psychic predictions that actually happen as reflected in this blog can the others do that? Nah of course not but they can make a fool of you! And why not you are fools, and you have no respect for me. You wont leave me a little bit of feed back but chase after all the wanna be's, gushing your admiration of them all over Facebook, that have non of the skills that I am born with. Go to them and stay right away from me, you are selfish. 



This is absolute gold. I printed this off with every other level of learning and pdf file Wes has published.
I highly recommend that people read this and share it. But hey I don't expect miracles. Looking at my stats people just ain't really bothering with the real wisdom.

Wes and other well informed researchers have put out a wealth of invaluable information to assist those that are awakened spirits seeking answers. Unfortunately the vast majority of people are only wanting the shallow Unicorns and Rainbow garbage. 

Wes Penre: Gnosis part 7 Creation of the Archons and the different heavens

More information that should ring alarm bells for those really awakened souls or spirit to be more precise.  A clearer picture emerges of the reality of our so called spirit world as I have often said, is not what people think it is.

The answer is in your own hands folks. You do not need me or anyone else pointing out the obvious.
You still think what is currently happening here on Earth is just a coincidence, lol? If so then you are wasting your time on this earth and trying to understand anything from a spiritual level.

You still ain't worked out we are actually in a virtual hell!

Thursday 28 May 2020

Vitamin D video by Dr M Hansen

This is a good video for understanding the importance of vitamin D. It is great to have people willing to take the time to inform the world of important things such as vitamins and good nutrition.

I gave up being a strict vegetarian during lockdown for health reasons. After ten years, I felt my health is too important to neglect getting the minerals and vitamins that I was not getting enough of. My health is not that good these days due to several autoimmune problems including Fibromyalgia.

The chronic pain and fatigue is overwhelming, so much so that I have to reduce the amount of readings that I do to just a handful. I will have to give readings away soon, as the toll on my health is not worth it. I struggle with every day chores and have to rest more often than not these days, total bummer.

Please don’t take your health for granted. When it goes down the toilet you will know about it. That said, I never have taken mine for granted. I have long term injuries from car accidents and then out of nowhere autoimmune issues cropped up gradually.

Cunning little buggers those autoimmune things不不 sneaky little things, just like those calorie gremlins that get into your wardrobe overnight and stitch your clothes two sizes too small. 不不不

Wes Penre: Gnosis part 6 Yaldabaoth

Interesting reading but a little out there for me. What if all of this is an incredible software programme? Remember Wes discussed artificial intelligence and advanced races thousands of year’s ahead of us. He said it is possible that this is an artificial universe and he is not alone in this theory, the concept has been around for many years now. This universe is also a locked frequency. So how would we know if they are not controlling this whole situation?

 The Demiurge is a mistake so why let it or him continue and create all the damage and misery. Spirit is already advanced and pure, so why drop us in a low vibration and make us suffer causing much harm to the psyche of billions of souls? The Sophia would not want that would she? So much blood shed over thousands of years on many worlds and for what? Is this Sophia a computer programme as well or is it a real spiritual phenomenon?

I am not one to accept all that is written by the Gnostics, they were human and the information they give us, we need to know who was communicating via a channel or if relayed in  spoken word by beings from off world? Channelling is not trustworthy as there are many unsavoury beings in the non physical worlds that will lead us astray. Even advanced star races that have interacted with our ancestors world wide thousands of years ago had agendas. Leading our ancestors to believe they were gods and taking control of our ancestors' world.

We are living in a planet of lies, half truths and deception, lied to by religion, lied to by government and lied to by those that run the world. Much as I like what Wes writes, I still can’t accept a lot of this information because we will never know the real truth  here on earth only after death can we know but, can we really make it out of the matrix and universe to find out for ourselves? We must be careful and not just accept anything we are told, and even in spirit after physical death we must be even more cautious because there will be twists, turns and who knows what. To end up back in the soul trap, after all our hard work?

As I scroll through the comments in each post that Wes has made I feel people are so desperate to believe and accept everything as truth. Feeling it in their soul or being. Wishful thinking out of a need to believe and that all will be right in the  end. People are desperate to be free of suffering and misery, they have had enough and want out. The human experiment is not a happy experience in the long run.

Like I said the spirit was already perfect and complete before we were sent here to this “experiment”.
To shake things up they sent in unsouled beings to make the situation as difficult as possible. Hence the violence, war and suffering with no other purpose than to supply loosh, to feed the predators enforcing this suffering on pure and innocent souls.

Unsouled beings are not here to learn anything, pure souls are already evolved but in amnesia. Breaking out of the amnesia and reawakening is what we must do. But go where, after physical death that is the real issue we awakened souls must focus.

Even when we open to our higher selves as we leave this reality, we  still need to be careful. We don’t know what we will experience. Will we encounter evil entities and tricksters, will we have freedom?  It is an unknown situation, the Gnostics had no knowledge of aliens, computers, computer generated reality, AI etc. Who knows if we are not still in a simulation or what it could be. We need to take a chance but err on the side of caution and trust nothing other than intuition.

Read Wes’s papers and be self informed, take out what you want, but start from the first level of learning or you will not see the big picture. That is what I do, no, I am not the same person that I was prior to reading his work and communicating with him, but I was already on the path searching, because I was determined. I knew this was my last time on this planet. It is determination that drives me to my goal. But hey, I can wait that 30 years and have my goal plan ready to go.

The worst thing a person can do is stay uninformed and do nothing to awaken spiritually when everything is within us to do so. The choice is always there, no matter what is going on, we are always allowed the choice to exit undeterred as long as we are fully aware of the soul trap (false light).
We do not speak to anything around us as we leave our bodies at point of death. We head straight out and get as far away from this universe, the Khaa and all those other traps. Tune into the higher self and ask it to be guides to where you need to be four your higher good. Keep it simple , do not over complicate things.

Sunday 24 May 2020


Not a fan of the Gnostic stuff, much of which is contradictory.  


I have never liked anything to do with Thoth, ancient Egypt or Alchemy.
It to me all feels evil and wrong, but so many have been attracted to evil over the centuries today being no exception. 

Even queen Elizabeth I and her cohorts, to name a few, John Dee, Sir Francis Bacon, Edward Kelly were steeped in this. Funnily enough I had a horrible nightmare about Elizabeth two nights ago. In the dream she had a few red haired women around her, I think three or four of them. One young woman though she was punishing. I saw her use a chisel to the woman's head and was hammering the chisel in to her head and removing what may have been bits of the woman's skull. 

There was blood everywhere. Elizabeth told the woman and those with her this is what happens to those that betray her. I found this utterly revolting. 

Elizabeth then set about finding an other red haired young woman. She seemed to have burst into a room where the woman was and forced her to lie on a bed with a wooden disc shaped board embedded with nails being forced on  the back of her head as punishment. Again there was blood everywhere.

I am aware that Elizabeth was very deep into the occult, but I have no idea why the women were all red heads and what was the significance of this horrible punishment for disobedience or betrayal. 
I have no idea what the meaning of red haired women is, nor the blood and punishment. 

It is not the sort of thing that one finds in dream interpretations. I will have to do some rummaging on the internet for clues. I sure get some real weird ass dreams I can tell you. In the past week there has been non stop nightmare type dreams and I don't usually have nightmares. This felt occult related though.

History proves Elizabeth did have a mean streak in her not to mention she had porphyria. So I guess when she lost it she could have turned nasty. In those days a monarch could not show weakness but they sure took things to the limit when dishing out punishments.    

NOTE: I just clicked out of this screen and looked at the picture of Mary in Wes's article the woman has red hair, hmmmm.

Saturday 23 May 2020

Tarot card of the month: The Chariot. June 2020

This card represents firm control over current situations,. Whether it's COVID 19 or any other aspects of life for the month of June. I get a feeling that this will be a very busy month  in many respects , especially financially.  It will not be easy for many people dealing with the energy of this month.

People are now pushing the envelope now that lockdown is lifting in some places.  We need to be very careful and not over do things. Pent up frustrations could mean trouble with the authorities in some instances. Be warned and pull your head in. It is not worth getting into trouble.

This is not the time to be proud and mighty. We are still in a precarious situation and as I said finances will be in the spotlight. Do not spend what you don't have and do not go bananas as soon as you get the chance to shop. You could find yourself short of cash.

Many people are wanting to get out and have fun, be that as it may, one needs to be careful. This virus is still out there and more deaths are obviously still going to happen. Do not take risks, be careful of who you are associating with , we are not all fit and healthy and it only takes one person to cause an infection to spread. 

To me it feels like the half way mark, so I am being extra cautious. The man controlling the chariot reminds me of a person that wants to be in charge of the whole situation, I would say that sums up Donald Trump. 

In the northern hemisphere it could well be quite a very warm summer. However in the southern hemisphere, it may be a damp cold winter. Mainly for east coast Australia.  I get the feeling that over winter in Australia the out doors means lets go eat somewhere nice.  Food to nourish the soul.
Can't argue with that  one, lol. 

Stay safe and look after your loved ones and we will come through this, but do not forget the word of warning about finances. Yes we are heading for hard times. Keep that in mind, and don't spend what you don't have.  Most important don't dwell on the negative, just be aware and take precautions.


Joke: A Scottish Priest

Tuesday 19 May 2020

Monday 18 May 2020

High speed rail link back in the news

I was just thinking about this high speed rail link this afternoon. Funny now that Covid 19 is coming to an end, this pops up in the news. Several months after the bushfires have gone, but people have not forgotten all the talk.  People are still upset and that is understandable, some are still homeless  and waiting for payment to start life over again. There doesn’t seem to be much news about what is happening with the bushfire victims at present, other than the Rural  Fire Service court case about the money raised by Celeste Barber.

We seem to be left in the dark and the media are so focused on Covid 19.  Meanwhile the high speed rail link has been out of public attention until now. I am very interested in what is going on here, and where the rail link will be built, as in will it go through where the fires destroyed homes and bush land much needed by our wildlife. This rail link is still going to happen and link up to Brisbane no matter what the media say. Watching the path it takes will be what many people will be doing that’s for sur. Who’s pockets will be lined also.

Saturday 16 May 2020

Spirituality is not a marketing tool

Spirituality is not a marketing tool, but it sure gets treated as one as a means to make money, by those that have no real spirituality. But they manufacture what is deemed by the spirituality unaware as the real deal. This is a huge money maker world wide and it is not coming to an end any time soon.  Many genuine people are attracted to teaching spirituality however real and true spirituality comes from within, it cannot be taught.

Understanding what spirituality is hard unless one tunes in to their higher self, it comes in a clairsentient or claircognisant  form. The clue is in the first part of the word spirit - uality, as in non physical and not of this world. It can for some people be a difficult and often lonely path, as others may struggle to understand what an individual is experiencing. Many humans are not capable of making this journey, it is far easier to be fooled into following trendy unicorns and rainbows into dark empty nonsense of the Luciferin path which controls reality in this world. 

Sadly many are willing to pay their hard earned money to be deceived or sit in a religious building regularly to be misled in the wrong direction, going externally rather than internally connecting to the higher self. They will not accept anything other than deception and half truths of this world. They have absolutely no chance of true spiritual awakening which is really sad thanks to the programming they accept by organised religion and or those that peddle fake spirituality.  If you have to pay someone to tell you what spirituality is and how you should think and feel then you have no chance in this world of really spiritually awakening. All the books in the world will do nothing for you.

How can one person or an organisation have the answers to an individual's spirituality and what that soul and spirit needs without being in that person or souls body? The answer is they can’t. Only you the individual knows what is right for you and what your spirituality is. It is deep and personal experience and only for that individual, it is not of this world and as I said, it cannot be taught, it is felt or experienced  silently within . It sure as hell is not marketable as a product.

Many people are genuinely seeking spirituality at this point in time and it is perfectly understandable, we are living through some pretty difficult events right now, with no way of knowing how things will turn out. People are seeking clarity. They are vulnerable and there is no saviour but our higher selves to guide us.

One must be responsible for one's own spirituality and never allow someone to tell you how to be spiritual or how to do it right. External influences must be avoided, be your own guide and do not permit your personal spirituality to be compromised by others with a vested interest. Learn to just be. Listen to your true spiritual heart and be mindful of what you take on board.


Wes Penre, Gnosis part 2

I do hope Wes keeps these coming thick and fast. I am always waiting for the next instalment.

Wes Penre, Gnosis Introduction part 1

If you are interested in these posts that I am sharing of Wes’ you may want to sign up for his emails.

With his Wes Penre papers (WPP)  it is wise to read and reread them so that you can take in what he is saying. I still return to reading them when I feel the need. I am glad he has put the links in for people to read the Gnostic texts too. I intend to read them and no doubt will have to revisit them from time to time.

I find I need to do that a lot these days reading mythology for educational purposes, my memory is not what it used to be, lol. The joys of getting old.

Anyhoo, I do hope this is all useful information for people and I am glad to be able to share things with like minded people. Happy reading.

Friday 15 May 2020

We are all in this together....No, we’re bloody not!

The continuous  COVID 19 advertising of the  “ We are all in this together “ is really irritating me . It is nothing more than propaganda programming complete with the Luciferin hand gesture of  “as above, so is below”. Two hands, one above the other, one facing down and one facing upwards.

The celebrities get in on the act with this occult spell /ritual sublimely programming the masses of the world with these adverts. I wonder how many celebs are members of the Luciferin ranks. I personally have no time nor respect for the people taking part in this propaganda or any occultism.

The hand gesture of  “as above, so is below” is a very old one, used in secret societies and in the occult/ New Age teachings. It is about polarities  or dualities. The spirit world and the physical world.

You may see this in banking adverts or financial and insurance adverts, some of which you will find on YouTube, including current COVID 19 adverts and infomercials. This is an in your face shot at the masses by those behind this great evil. It is not just China behind this as I have already commented on lightly in an other post. There are Western “interests” involved here from the get go.

I do not want to get involved in this other than to say all is not as it seems. And no we’re are not all in it together. The rich and powerful and celebrities have absolutely nothing in common with the rest of us. They are not doing it tough like us. It is downright naivety to believe this offensive nonsense they spout.

It must be wonderful to be self isolating in a multimillion dollar mansion on acreage, rather than a council flat without a garden. Imagine that if you have a young family and you are in lockdown. How on earth can these rich propagandists be able to sleep at night or look ordinary people in the eye, knowing full well, we have nothing in common with each other and never will.

Most of us are struggling through this world wide event and will suffer more with unemployment and the Depression induced to bring us down. This is no accidental Depression it is pre planned like all the others in human history. To believe otherwise is utterly stupid and na簿ve.

UPDATE Just to show you how out of touch with the public the rich and entitled really are. Who in their right mind or has any sense of decency and compassion says such a thing?

It is best to keep your stupid mouth shut and let people think you are an idiot, than open it and prove you are an idiot.

Tuesday 12 May 2020

What It's Like to Believe Everything the Media Tells You

This guy is so funny, I haven't watched his videos for ages. A good old school friend sent this to me for a laugh. Enjoy!

Sunday 10 May 2020

Two thirds of cases are missed, app expert says

I am glad that I don’t live in the UK these days. The country seems to be run by either idiot savants or genocidal psychopaths. It can only be one or the other, no in between.

Australia is streets ahead of them in common sense and that is saying something, because our politicians are dithering and couldn’t organise a booze up in a brewery.

They (UK) are only just shutting the borders for god’s sake. How stupid are these people in authority? Is this part of the population cull or just thick as shit people that are unfit to hold the positions they do?

Expect cover ups over this cluster f**k.

Let’s not forget Bill Gates involvement in the WHO and his love of depopulation. Take a look through the internet and it is right there. That creep just doesn’t give a shit he does what he wants because he can. Money talks and all that.

Sunday 3 May 2020

A day out in the park

We took our dog Ruby out to the park today, we have not been out in months for a walk due to the heat in summer and the bushfire smoke. Then the Covid 19 struck, so I have basically not been out for any walks at all since December last year. Thankfully I have a decent size garden for Ruby to run around in. But  today we decided it will be safe to take Ruby out for a walk.

We went to Tuggeranong park. To my surprise there were a lot of people there, including a few people dog walking. It was so uplifting to be able to get out and just have a walk. I have only been to the doctors, the supermarket or the chemist since Christmas, or a bit before Christmas. I don't remember to be honest.

I am still not sure about the relaxing of the lockdown. I would have said give it to the end of May just to be sure. Canberra at this stage has no current cases of the virus I am happy to say. I pray we stay that way. There are a few new cases elsewhere so that makes me very cautious. If the government gets this wrong then its possibly back to square one and that will upset many people.

I am still going to be keeping my social distancing for a while and not take risks at all. It is not worth getting sick over. One must keep up with the sun light for vitamin D, (roughly speaking about 20 mins in the sun), and keep building up one's immune system. The longer you are indoors the higher the risk of having a weakened immune system. Add stress into the factor too, because stress will also play a part in weakening the immune system.

I would recommend googling the benefits of Magnesium, Zinc, B vitamin group, vitamin D and C, and how to build up your immune system. Inform your doctor of what you are taking of course, because you need to have the correct guidance when taking vitamin and mineral supplements as it may interact with medications. So better to play it safe and not put your health at risk.

Any how I am looking  forward to a new balance of daily walks with our fur baby and enjoying the Canberra sunshine. We have lovely autumns in Canberra. Blue skies and autumn colours which are a delight for the eyes in our bush capital. We are surrounded with bushland and a view of the Brindabella mountains in this old part of town and I would not swap it for anything. The views are spectacular just walking through the streets or going to Tuggeranong park and surrounding reserves etc.

The smells of winter are in the air and the slight coolness touches ones cheeks in the sunny afternoon. As we walk through the crunchy dried leaves in the park. Heading home after such a lovely outing  and feeling uplifted and invigorated. By 5 o'clock though it starts to get quite chilly and the smell of fire smoke from chimneys is welcoming.

I long for the winter days where we have lovely days in blue skies and wrapped up warm against the cold. Cosy comfort and a hot cup of milo as I watch the afternoon sun fade to a golden sunset, feeling I have the best of both worlds, surrounded by nature, what could be better than that?

Canberra to me is at its best in spring and autumn full of colour and a vibrant energy, kids playing, birds singing and golden sunshine every day. Sunrise and sunsets are spectacular and to me a little mystical. Surrounded by nature and a sense of peace far from the big cities is a luxury to me , one that cannot be replaced by anything. I love my garden and the privacy it gives me to enjoy the simple things in life. I have no need for the high life, give me birds and a garden and I am happy.

The peace and tranquillity of my garden is like a meditation that I must have every day to get me through life. It warms my soul to be in my garden or strolling in the bush appreciating what nature provides.

Within two or three minutes from my front door I have parrots and all sorts of wonderful birds such as the eastern rosella, the crimson rosella, lorikeets, wattle birds and cockatoos that I have the pleasure of seeing when walking Ruby. Simple pleasures that one cannot put a price on right here in my suburb. It makes me very appreciative of what I have.

I don’t ask for much in life, I live a simple life and I am content with what I have and the joy of being surrounded with nature,  that is my paradise. If you have your health and nature around you to enjoy, then you are very fortunate.

UPDATE 4 May 2020  a new case of Covid 19 in Canberra today

I thought it was too good to last. Oh dear is it back to the old drawing board again? I hope not, but it will be what it will be.

May the fourth be with you!

Lol, I am getting this in early for tomorrow