When in your darkest hours turning to those that you think have your back, often shows the ugly side of truth. I have learned this the hard way this week. Never assume that those that are supposedly your friends will be there to assist you.
I have helped many people (and animals) over the years, financially, emotionally, food, clothing and my time. I do not expect and never will expect to be paid back by those I have helped and will help in the future.
When I help it is because I can, and have a lot of compassion. But in the darkest part of my life that has been ongoing for many years, and has come to the crisis point. Suddenly those that I thought would help me have just looked the other way. I have been let down by many over the years, over various things. But this is the most critical. A life literaly hangs in the balance, by a fine thread at this point.
There is a saying. No good deed goes unpunished, I often laugh at the old saying. However the reality of it is true. Many a true word is said in jest after all.
The help that I am seeking is not for me it is for a loved one. This makes it all the more heart breaking for me. Let me just say that the industry that I work in, is not as charitable as what people may think it is.
It takes all sorts to make this world and yes some really dissapoint. This whole event leaves me disgusted in my fellow human beings. It is bad enough just looking at horrible world events unfolding, but this just re-enforces the belief that some people are selfish and lack compassion. I feel blessed not to be that sort of person. I will always help those that I am able to help. I ask for nothing and expect nothing. I do what I do silently and benevolently. Perhaps after I leave this earth others may know of my acts of kindness to others in need, but it matters not to me if they do or don't. Spirit knows and those that I help know. That is all that matters to me. That is what being spiritual means to me.
I won't name or shame any one, they can just live with their conscience if they have such a thing. That is not my problem. Just knowing they cannot look me in the eye tells me so much. I will leave it at that. I am not looking for conflict. I have my loved ones to care for. I have no time for conflict and negativity. I am just so disappointed and hurt. Can you understand what that feels like? I am humbly asking for help for a loved one, only to be ignored by those that I thought were friends and I trusted and had faith in. How foolish am I??
Monday, 14 September 2015
Thursday, 3 September 2015
ALEX IS READING AT THE SOUTH COAST SPIRITUALIST CENTRE'S PSYCHIC FAIR 17 OCTOBER 2015
I have the pleasure to announce I will be doing readings at South Coast Spiritualist Centre's Psychic Fair on 17th October 2015. This year the Psychic Fair is to be held at Batemans Bay due to the fair being so busy back in April. How good is that!
Please note, bookings for readings will fill up fast for all the readers, not just me. We were all booked out solid in April.
Where: Batemans Bay Community Hall. Museum Place, Batemans Bay.
When: Saturday, 17th October, 2015
Readings 10am to last reading commencing 5.00pm
Stalls, a workshop or two, healing sessions, refreshments.
A full list will be posted on facebook. (on the South Coast Spiritualist Centre's FB page)
Tell your family, tell your friends about the 17th Oct South Coast Spiritualist Centre's Psychic Fair.
Please feel free to share this notice
Please note, bookings for readings will fill up fast for all the readers, not just me. We were all booked out solid in April.
Where: Batemans Bay Community Hall. Museum Place, Batemans Bay.
When: Saturday, 17th October, 2015
Readings 10am to last reading commencing 5.00pm
Stalls, a workshop or two, healing sessions, refreshments.
A full list will be posted on facebook. (on the South Coast Spiritualist Centre's FB page)
Tell your family, tell your friends about the 17th Oct South Coast Spiritualist Centre's Psychic Fair.
Please feel free to share this notice
Wednesday, 2 September 2015
Soultions And Exit Strategy To Win The Game Of Life by Wayne Bush
http://www.trickedbythelight.com/tbtl/solutions.shtml
I cannot stress how important this information is. But at the end of the day it is up to the individual. I can only show you an option. I know exactly what I will do on the big day. Knowledge is power and the truth will set you free. But we all must find our own truth.
I cannot stress how important this information is. But at the end of the day it is up to the individual. I can only show you an option. I know exactly what I will do on the big day. Knowledge is power and the truth will set you free. But we all must find our own truth.
Tuesday, 25 August 2015
Sad September
Anyone else out there picking up on the universal energies? A lot of deaths to come in September 2015. I have some in my family to happen, I can feel it. But the planet as a whole will feel many loved ones passing to spirit. Hold them in your hearts and send them love. Let them know you love them and care for them.
This is one of the things about being psychic. Sometimes we know these things, because we can feel it for weeks or months in advance. It is a horrible feeling. I don't think it is right that we should know about these things. People have enough to deal with on the earth plane without being told about deaths to come, whether in their own family or other peoples families. The spirit world just does not seem to care about this, and I have trouble accepting this fact. To me it feels insensitive.
No way would I pass on information to some one about the death of a loved one. When clients ask I try not tell them about a death, unless it is a person that they know is ill and about to go. I tell them to pray that the person goes quickly and peacefully. We can do no more than that.
This is one of the things about being psychic. Sometimes we know these things, because we can feel it for weeks or months in advance. It is a horrible feeling. I don't think it is right that we should know about these things. People have enough to deal with on the earth plane without being told about deaths to come, whether in their own family or other peoples families. The spirit world just does not seem to care about this, and I have trouble accepting this fact. To me it feels insensitive.
No way would I pass on information to some one about the death of a loved one. When clients ask I try not tell them about a death, unless it is a person that they know is ill and about to go. I tell them to pray that the person goes quickly and peacefully. We can do no more than that.
Monday, 17 August 2015
My Psychic of the Year Award 2013
Sunday, 16 August 2015
Spooks and Surgery
Today while I was at a photo shoot, I was telling the photographer what sort of experiences I have had with my work. I started to tell her about the time my youngest son went to hospital for a tonsillectomy. It was the day after his eighth birthday. The poor little soul had non stop tonsillitis for weeks, and finally the day came to have them removed. We were getting him settled into his room when I became aware of cigarette smoke.
It was quite strong and I said to my husband, I can smell cigarette smoke and he said, you can't smoke in a hospital. I replied , I know that, some one is smoking though. I went to investigate but no one was around. The smell had gone too. So I didn't think any more if it. Next in came a nurse to tell us it was time for surgery. I walked down to the OR with my son who was being wheeled there in his bed.
My heart in my mouth worried about my baby. I stayed with him until it was time for the surgery to start. I went back to his room to wait with my husband for what felt like ages. Again I could smell cigarette smoke and told my husband. He couldn't smell anything. Again I had a look around. But then suddenly I started to be aware of my late aunt being present. She passed away at the age of 40, many years ago. My aunt was born deaf and mute. She had been through several ear, nose and throat operations in her youth, and she was a smoker. Bingo! I had a light bulb moment, lol.
My aunt had come to watch over my son during the surgery. He is named after her. I had always intended to name one of my children after her. So I have no doubt what so ever that she was keeping an eye on him and for that I am most grateful.
Many years later I had to take both of my sons to a periodontist for oral surgery. The doctor was quite open minded and was a believer in the paranormal. When we walked in to his room the first thing he asked was, are we alone or do we have company.
So, I was able to tell him my relatives were watching over the surgery. I was able to tell him step by step what I could see and here. You cant keep a secret from them in spirit, lol. They like to be in on the act, just as long as they don't stick their 2 cents worth in, and tell him how to do his job. Funnily enough my grandmother was able to tell me when the surgery was coming to a close. I would love to know how she knew that, but that is a secret she ain't telling me. I just have to put it down to secret spooks business.
I have many experiences with relatives in spirit, turning up for visits to the doctor, trips to hospital and assisting in healing. Then there is good old Dr Gillespie, a well respected Canberra doctor, who passed away back in the early 2000's. He is one of my main healing guides. Two years ago Dr Gillespie came to assist a psychic friend of mine. Whilst being very ill in hospital, I visited him a few times and gave him spiritual healing with the assistance of Dr Gillespie. I could see inside my friend's leg to locate a blood clot and let him know where it was. The whole leg looked like a fluro green as I looked in side via my third eye. It was like looking with night vision.
Now at the same time my friend was in hospital, I had been reconnected with a friend from my youth, who passes away back in 2005. My friend Terry, came to comfort me. He sat in the car next to me each time I went into the hospital to visit my sick friend, and put his hand on my shoulder support me emotionally.
Terry was very ill for years, before he passed on around the age of 45. I had lost touch with him and other friends many years ago, and had been reunited with my old friends, only to find out that, Terry was very ill and my other friends had not seen him for a few years. During this time I kept having visions of him, and I would see yellow cars on the road similar to the one that he had years before. This was his way of letting me know that he was around.
Terry had such strong energy when he came through, it felt like he was still alive. A psychic friend of mine even felt that Terry was alive because his energy was so strong. That is not unusual though, it is just a very powerful connection. The person does not have to be dead for a psychic to tune into them and even see them. Amazing stuff, when you experience these psychic phenomenon.
At present I have an old work colleague and friend appearing in my dreams and I keep seeing him through my third eye. I feel that he has passed on young too. I have asked people that we both used to work with years ago and no one seems to know where he is. That is strange given the Internet is great for finding people. I have reconnected with family and old friends via the net, so I am of the opinion that this man has also passed on at a young age.
I feel very sad about that, people leaving this earth without having a chance to live upsets me very much, it is something that I care deeply about, and on a personal level, losing loved ones at a young age is most distressing.
Copyright, Alex Fulford Clairvoyant -Medium 14 August 2015
http://supernaturalmagazine.com/articles/spooks-and-surgery
Article published here
It was quite strong and I said to my husband, I can smell cigarette smoke and he said, you can't smoke in a hospital. I replied , I know that, some one is smoking though. I went to investigate but no one was around. The smell had gone too. So I didn't think any more if it. Next in came a nurse to tell us it was time for surgery. I walked down to the OR with my son who was being wheeled there in his bed.
My heart in my mouth worried about my baby. I stayed with him until it was time for the surgery to start. I went back to his room to wait with my husband for what felt like ages. Again I could smell cigarette smoke and told my husband. He couldn't smell anything. Again I had a look around. But then suddenly I started to be aware of my late aunt being present. She passed away at the age of 40, many years ago. My aunt was born deaf and mute. She had been through several ear, nose and throat operations in her youth, and she was a smoker. Bingo! I had a light bulb moment, lol.
My aunt had come to watch over my son during the surgery. He is named after her. I had always intended to name one of my children after her. So I have no doubt what so ever that she was keeping an eye on him and for that I am most grateful.
Many years later I had to take both of my sons to a periodontist for oral surgery. The doctor was quite open minded and was a believer in the paranormal. When we walked in to his room the first thing he asked was, are we alone or do we have company.
So, I was able to tell him my relatives were watching over the surgery. I was able to tell him step by step what I could see and here. You cant keep a secret from them in spirit, lol. They like to be in on the act, just as long as they don't stick their 2 cents worth in, and tell him how to do his job. Funnily enough my grandmother was able to tell me when the surgery was coming to a close. I would love to know how she knew that, but that is a secret she ain't telling me. I just have to put it down to secret spooks business.
I have many experiences with relatives in spirit, turning up for visits to the doctor, trips to hospital and assisting in healing. Then there is good old Dr Gillespie, a well respected Canberra doctor, who passed away back in the early 2000's. He is one of my main healing guides. Two years ago Dr Gillespie came to assist a psychic friend of mine. Whilst being very ill in hospital, I visited him a few times and gave him spiritual healing with the assistance of Dr Gillespie. I could see inside my friend's leg to locate a blood clot and let him know where it was. The whole leg looked like a fluro green as I looked in side via my third eye. It was like looking with night vision.
Now at the same time my friend was in hospital, I had been reconnected with a friend from my youth, who passes away back in 2005. My friend Terry, came to comfort me. He sat in the car next to me each time I went into the hospital to visit my sick friend, and put his hand on my shoulder support me emotionally.
Terry was very ill for years, before he passed on around the age of 45. I had lost touch with him and other friends many years ago, and had been reunited with my old friends, only to find out that, Terry was very ill and my other friends had not seen him for a few years. During this time I kept having visions of him, and I would see yellow cars on the road similar to the one that he had years before. This was his way of letting me know that he was around.
Terry had such strong energy when he came through, it felt like he was still alive. A psychic friend of mine even felt that Terry was alive because his energy was so strong. That is not unusual though, it is just a very powerful connection. The person does not have to be dead for a psychic to tune into them and even see them. Amazing stuff, when you experience these psychic phenomenon.
At present I have an old work colleague and friend appearing in my dreams and I keep seeing him through my third eye. I feel that he has passed on young too. I have asked people that we both used to work with years ago and no one seems to know where he is. That is strange given the Internet is great for finding people. I have reconnected with family and old friends via the net, so I am of the opinion that this man has also passed on at a young age.
I feel very sad about that, people leaving this earth without having a chance to live upsets me very much, it is something that I care deeply about, and on a personal level, losing loved ones at a young age is most distressing.
Copyright, Alex Fulford Clairvoyant -Medium 14 August 2015
http://supernaturalmagazine.com/articles/spooks-and-surgery
Article published here
Friday, 7 August 2015
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